- Welcome -
A very warm welcome to all of you.
First of all, I have to admit that my new blogskin isn‘t that fantastic or cool as I expect it to be. But I wonder..
How many of your friends have blog? How many of those blogs are written in Chinese? How many of them used their own blogskin, rather than just "goped" from blogskins.com?
And lastly, how many of the blogs that you‘ve come across attracted your attention?
Well, I hope mine did. =)
The title of my blog is I'm Alone.. Wandering.. Wondering...
It's all about my own thoughts and experiences. So leave me a deep impression and I'll write about you. Some posts are written in Chinese just to eliminate a handful of people who are too lazy to read word for word or don't have a good grasp of Chinese.
You may click on the dots on the left panel to navigate.
1st dot. About me.
2nd dot. My posts.
3rd dot. Tagboard.
4th dot. Archives.
5th dot. Something to share.
If anytime you are lost in my blog, just go "home" and start all over again. =)
As I changed my blogskin on 21 July 2006, some past entries are written in some colours which you may not be able to see in this black background. Just highlight those words and you can see it clearer.
And if you think that you are wasting your time to read the stuff I've written (or you may call it crap), feel free to roll your mouse over to the top right hand corner of this window and click on the red button with a white cross. Thank you very much. =)
Good day and happy reading. =)
designer: Ah Xin (To think I actually call myself a designer.. -.- haha..)
New look : 21 July 2006
~1:00:00 AM
你连续问了我三个问题。无情的眼神,伤人的语气。我望着你,无话可说。不是我答不上来, 不是我心里有鬼。而是我无法相信,你会这样地质问我。你的问题,说明了你对我缺乏信任。而我的沉默,透露了我对你的失望。
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
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~9:46:00 PM
"Ah Xin"
That time WY and I chatted in MSN. I decided to change my blog's add. So I asked her for her suggestions. She suggested "delimma" but I wanted to include my name in it. So I intended to put "
ahxinindelimma". This word made her laugh out loud. Cause I said it sounded like some very long name. Then I changed to "ahxin8*". But I realised I don't want people to know that I'm borned in the year 8*. So I changed to "ahxin-iamalone". Suddenly it strikes me that this sounds like "
ahxin-abalone". Hahaha.. So here it is: "ahxin-alone". Very simple and sounded abit awful. But nvm. That's the best I can think of. =)
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
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~9:54:00 PM
(Dedicated to HM.)Sunday night 12 March, 2006 11.11pm.
I chatted with Hui Min on MSN..
This was part of our conversation:
ah xin says:
u got take the typing tesT? or taking now? hahahui min says:
haha no leh. no time. hahaah xin says:
oh ok haha...quite fun bah...got time take and tryhui min says:
nope not taking nowah xin says:
dun keeping thinking of qfhui min says:
orh okokah xin says:
understand ..hahahui min says:
hahaha bo bian leh . he more impt than typing test.. hahahaha (Note 1: See bottom)
ah xin says:
ok..i'm gg to write that in my blog.. can write about him in my blog?hui min says:
hmmm onli good stuff (Note 2: See bottom)ah xin says:
ya surehui min says:
haha ok... he got no bad stuff to write aniwae.. hahaha (Note 3: See bottom)
ah xin says:
i write only gd stuff..hmm...hui min says:
haha okok...ah xin says:
then i dedicate to u..hahahui min says:
but then if got me inside.. also mus good stuff (Note 4: See bottom)
hui min says:
REALLY?!ah xin says:
aiyohui min says:
!ah xin says:
hahahui min says:
hahaah xin says:
hmmm...wun include u la..only abt himah xin says:
coz nth gd abt uhui min says:
orh okok
hui min says:
ok LOH (Note 5: See bottom)ah xin says:
yeahhui min says:
Ok loh (Note 5.1 : See bottom)ah xin says:
next time then i write..now I also no time..hui min says:
oK LOH (Note 5.2 : See bottom)
hui min says:
haha ur time use to think who?ah xin says:
hmm...dun tell uhui min says:
wah selfish lehah xin says:
hahahui min says:
hey u typing the entry now ar?ah xin says:
no lahui min says:
man im excited lehah xin says:
i no time le mah..haha..next time then type..wkend bahhui min says:
huh... den when u will hav time?
hui min says:
hahah...orh okok...ah xin says:
haiyohui min says:
hhaa ok... can wait... nvmah xin says:
gd thing haf to wait..haha..So that’s the end of our segmented conversation.
Note 1: -.-Note 2: Hui Min is protective huh? Haha..Note 3: -.-Note 4: Hui Min so 不要脸. Note 5, 5.1, 5.2: Hui Min is just as fierce. Haha.. Conclusion: Hui Min is really excited about this relationship. I remember last time in JC we used to joke about who is going to marry HM. (HM, remember?)
Then
HM said, "Aiyo..Don't know have to wait for how many donkey years?" Then
I replied,"Ok loh. We shall wait to see who's that donkey. " Hahaha..
*Please note that I didn't mention who's the donkey here. =P
Evaluation: Hope that with the presence of QF, Hui Min can transform into a gentle lady. =) Will that be possible?
Good luck to both of them. May the relationship last. =)*I'm prepared for a scolding from Hui Min after I published this. But never mind. Haha. Guess what? I feel so happy after writing this. I'm very satisfied with this piece of work. =)
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Monday, March 20, 2006
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~12:22:00 AM
(For SF..haha..take a look)
I tried the typing test also. Haha.
My 1st attempt:
Your speed was 50 WPM with 9 mistakes (adjusted speed 41 WPM)
My 2nd attempt:
Your speed was 41 WPM with 3 mistakes (adjusted speed 38 WPM)
My 3rd attempt:
Your speed was 41 WPM with 7 mistakes (adjusted speed 34 WPM)
My 4th attempt:
Your speed was 51 WPM with 2 mistakes (adjusted speed 49 WPM)
My 5th attempt:
Your speed was 40 WPM with 2 mistakes (adjusted speed 38 WPM)
My 6th attempt:
Your speed was 40 WPM with 1 mistake (adjusted speed 39 WPM)
My 7th attempt:
Your accuracy was impressive.
Your speed was 67 WPM(Woah..I was also impressed..Haha..)
My 8th attempt:
Your speed was 48 WPM with 1 mistake (adjusted speed 47 WPM)
My 9th attempt:
Your accuracy was impressive.
Your speed was 51 WPM
=)(Stopped at 9 attempts because my fingers were tired. Haha..)
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Friday, March 10, 2006
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~7:54:00 PM
ARGH!!!I want HIM!!! -------->>>>>
Hahaha.. I want his CD!!!! His lastest album just released recently!!!!
Think is CD plus VCD? Then it's best liao..Can get to see him dance!!!
I just love the way he dances!!! I love the way he raps!!! I love his voice!!!
I love him!!!Can't wait to go HMV!!!
I'm soooo EXCITED!!!!
WOO HOO!!!
*faint*
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Monday, March 06, 2006
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~8:24:00 PM
我不喜欢和一大群朋友在一起。要的话,就两个人,不然就三个,最多四个。但是你说你约了几个人? 十个? 对不起,我不想去。太多人是原因之一,另一个原因是: 我不想见到某个人。我和那个人的关系不是很良好,去的话,我可能会给那个人脸色看。又或者,我将情绪失控。我不想在一大群人面前失控而让朋友难做。所以,我选择不去。反正,那个人也不想见到我。对吗?
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
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~11:21:00 PM
My Weekly Diary (27 Feb to 3 Mar)
Monday..
Last night had a strange dream. I dreamt of
JJ Lin Junjie. Haha..Don't know how come will dream of him. But then it was a funny dream. I dreamt that he came to see me in hall. Haha. Maybe I was hoping too much that people would come to visit me. And the sad thing is that I didn't sleep well. Haiz.. Keep waking up in the middle of night and look the clock. 4 am, 5:30am, then finally 7 am. Just now went to print my notes. The printer is so damn slow. 10 seconds or more then printed a page.
Lau kok kok. Then besides me there's another guy also waiting for his notes. And then
he kept looking at me. Is it i forget to zip or anything? Got a fly on my nose? Or I look like I'm from Hogwarts? Maybe he thought I'm from Pluto.. But never mind. Oh..I find him familiar..maybe I just cannot remember who he is..Never mind..Now I'm in library using the net and waiting for the lecture to start. And then I remember something..I forgot to bring my glasses. Win liao.. Later I have to sit at the first row right in front of the lecturer. And then look up at the screen as if I'm gazing at the stars.
Funny huh? Hahaha..
Tuesday..
Tired. Just like yesterday, I nearly cannot wake up in the morning.Cause already used to waking up at 9am during the past one week break.Had a 2 hr nap in the afternoon.Wasted my time but
I cant help it. No mood to do anything.But tomorrow has computing test and on Thursday has chemistry test. Don't know how am I going to go through this week. Recently I find myself behaving more and more like him.The strong attitude and words used when I speak. Not really a good thing cause in actual fact I don't have as much knowledge and depth in my character as him. In doing so, I'm actually putting myself too high up and this makes me seem like a proud person. I don't like that and
I can't help it either. Besides this, my handphone bill is coming and soon I will know how much it costs to send an overseas sms. Hmm.. And then this morning I forwarded a "good morning" sms to 10 people. Guess what? Only 3 bothered to "reply" or forward another sms.
"Friends" huh? That's the reason why I'm being so strict with my definition of friends.
Wednesday..
Sian. My mind is filled with
failure. What am I going to do? Tomorrow there's another test. Haiz. I really don't have the energy to do anything. Just want to go home and rest. I'm really tired. Can't wait for weekend to come. Just now spent almost 25 minutes to wait for the shuttle bus. 25 minutes. I would have already reached my hall if I walked. That's why I HATE to wait. I really don't like to wait for anything. Wait for people, wait for things,
wait for chance. Why should I wait? Waiting doesn't promise me anything. Things turn out just as bad after I waited.
Waited with all my heart and soul and I get back nothing in return. That's what I really don't like. Feel like crying but too tired. I rather save my energy to sleep.
Thursday..
The bad part of the week is over.Had my Chemistry test today. Had Computing test yesterday. Nothing turns out well. Everything is just as bad. Haiz. Hope things turn out better next week. Maybe the problem lies with me. I didn't make the best out of everything. Wasted a lot of time. Let a lot people down. Sad..
I'm sorry.. Just now the Physics lecturer held the door for me when I was walking behind him to my tutorial class. He went in first and then he turned around and stopped the door for me and smiled.
Nice man. =)
Tomorrow.. Friday..
Weekend is coming. Just like what our Physics lecturer said, we should enjoy ourselves during weekends, just like him enjoying himself with his baby daughter. =) One more day closer to exam for WY , one day less of holiday for RH, one day over for SH, one day gone for the world.
Should we be happy or sad?
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
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