- Welcome -
A very warm welcome to all of you.
First of all, I have to admit that my new blogskin isn‘t that fantastic or cool as I expect it to be. But I wonder..
How many of your friends have blog? How many of those blogs are written in Chinese? How many of them used their own blogskin, rather than just "goped" from blogskins.com?
And lastly, how many of the blogs that you‘ve come across attracted your attention?
Well, I hope mine did. =)
The title of my blog is I'm Alone.. Wandering.. Wondering...
It's all about my own thoughts and experiences. So leave me a deep impression and I'll write about you. Some posts are written in Chinese just to eliminate a handful of people who are too lazy to read word for word or don't have a good grasp of Chinese.
You may click on the dots on the left panel to navigate.
1st dot. About me.
2nd dot. My posts.
3rd dot. Tagboard.
4th dot. Archives.
5th dot. Something to share.
If anytime you are lost in my blog, just go "home" and start all over again. =)
As I changed my blogskin on 21 July 2006, some past entries are written in some colours which you may not be able to see in this black background. Just highlight those words and you can see it clearer.
And if you think that you are wasting your time to read the stuff I've written (or you may call it crap), feel free to roll your mouse over to the top right hand corner of this window and click on the red button with a white cross. Thank you very much. =)
Good day and happy reading. =)
designer: Ah Xin (To think I actually call myself a designer.. -.- haha..)
New look : 21 July 2006
- About me..
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关于我。
我正在寻找一个人。
一个可以互相依靠的好友。
一个可以畅谈心事的知己。
一个可以同甘共苦的伴侣。
我喜欢听歌，喜欢聊天，喜欢发呆，喜欢睡觉。
喜欢刺激，喜欢旅行，喜欢冒险，喜欢说笑。
喜欢幻想，喜欢思考，喜欢拥抱，喜欢语出惊人。
喜欢娱乐朋友。喜欢被人疼爱。
喜欢以小小的举动感动别人。
我不喜欢食物太咸，太油，太甜。
不喜欢自己杞人忧天。
我怕电流，怕火，怕蟑螂。
怕被人背叛，怕自作多情。
怕生病，怕死亡。
害怕海洋的惊涛骇浪，却喜欢它无私的包容。
害怕悬崖的雄伟壮观，却惊叹它历尽沧桑。
害怕宇宙的无边无际，却迷上它散发的神秘感。
其实只是害怕迷失自己，害怕迷路，害怕那无助的感觉。
我是个容易亲近的人。
不信？
问那些主动跟我搭讪的路人。
问那个给我电话号码的陌生人。
我有老人缘。
和比我年纪大的人特别合得来。
我是个大胆的人。
偶尔做出令人想不到的事情。
我是只懒惰猫。
对无聊的事物一点兴趣也没有。
我是个幽默的人。
你有比我幽默吗？只有较量过才知道。
我有双重性格。
你喜欢怎样的人，我就是怎样的性格。
我非常独立。
所以家人对我放一百个心。
我是个守口如瓶的人。
是个让人倾诉心事的好对象。
我的要求很高。
所以当我称赞你的时候，你是真的很棒。
我的思想很成熟。
成熟到令人惊讶。
我容易心软。
但请不要欺负我。
我相信命运，相信缘分，相信报应。
相信一切只是命中注定。
死缠烂打也于事无补。
我是个幸运的女生。
但如果真的那么幸运，请让我遇到如意郎君。可以吗？
眼底星空，九月雨，直觉， 是你变了吗。
如果有哪个人可以把以上的歌唱得很好，我就嫁给他。
这样够简单吗？
希望能遇到可以照顾我的人。因为有时真的想什么都不理。
希望能遇到懂得欣赏我的人。因为我不想自己的付出白费了。
希望能遇到会逗我开心的人。因为有时心情真的很不愉快。
希望能遇到可以安慰我的人。因为人生真的需要鼓励。
我只希望有个人可以陪我。
如果你有耐心读到这里，我们肯定可以成为很好的朋友。
如果你愿意，请给我一个机会让我跟你聊天。我将让你对我念念不忘。
真的。
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你敢问，我就敢回答你。
哪怕有多尴尬。
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- Thought of the day -
" We'll never know how things will turn out to be.
They may turn out to be exactly what we want,
not necessary opposite."
~11:21:00 PM
My Weekly Diary (27 Feb to 3 Mar)
Monday..
Last night had a strange dream. I dreamt of
JJ Lin Junjie. Haha..Don't know how come will dream of him. But then it was a funny dream. I dreamt that he came to see me in hall. Haha. Maybe I was hoping too much that people would come to visit me. And the sad thing is that I didn't sleep well. Haiz.. Keep waking up in the middle of night and look the clock. 4 am, 5:30am, then finally 7 am. Just now went to print my notes. The printer is so damn slow. 10 seconds or more then printed a page.
Lau kok kok. Then besides me there's another guy also waiting for his notes. And then
he kept looking at me. Is it i forget to zip or anything? Got a fly on my nose? Or I look like I'm from Hogwarts? Maybe he thought I'm from Pluto.. But never mind. Oh..I find him familiar..maybe I just cannot remember who he is..Never mind..Now I'm in library using the net and waiting for the lecture to start. And then I remember something..I forgot to bring my glasses. Win liao.. Later I have to sit at the first row right in front of the lecturer. And then look up at the screen as if I'm gazing at the stars.
Funny huh? Hahaha..
Tuesday..
Tired. Just like yesterday, I nearly cannot wake up in the morning.Cause already used to waking up at 9am during the past one week break.Had a 2 hr nap in the afternoon.Wasted my time but
I cant help it. No mood to do anything.But tomorrow has computing test and on Thursday has chemistry test. Don't know how am I going to go through this week. Recently I find myself behaving more and more like him.The strong attitude and words used when I speak. Not really a good thing cause in actual fact I don't have as much knowledge and depth in my character as him. In doing so, I'm actually putting myself too high up and this makes me seem like a proud person. I don't like that and
I can't help it either. Besides this, my handphone bill is coming and soon I will know how much it costs to send an overseas sms. Hmm.. And then this morning I forwarded a "good morning" sms to 10 people. Guess what? Only 3 bothered to "reply" or forward another sms.
"Friends" huh? That's the reason why I'm being so strict with my definition of friends.
Wednesday..
Sian. My mind is filled with
failure. What am I going to do? Tomorrow there's another test. Haiz. I really don't have the energy to do anything. Just want to go home and rest. I'm really tired. Can't wait for weekend to come. Just now spent almost 25 minutes to wait for the shuttle bus. 25 minutes. I would have already reached my hall if I walked. That's why I HATE to wait. I really don't like to wait for anything. Wait for people, wait for things,
wait for chance. Why should I wait? Waiting doesn't promise me anything. Things turn out just as bad after I waited.
Waited with all my heart and soul and I get back nothing in return. That's what I really don't like. Feel like crying but too tired. I rather save my energy to sleep.
Thursday..
The bad part of the week is over.Had my Chemistry test today. Had Computing test yesterday. Nothing turns out well. Everything is just as bad. Haiz. Hope things turn out better next week. Maybe the problem lies with me. I didn't make the best out of everything. Wasted a lot of time. Let a lot people down. Sad..
I'm sorry.. Just now the Physics lecturer held the door for me when I was walking behind him to my tutorial class. He went in first and then he turned around and stopped the door for me and smiled.
Nice man. =)
Tomorrow.. Friday..
Weekend is coming. Just like what our Physics lecturer said, we should enjoy ourselves during weekends, just like him enjoying himself with his baby daughter. =) One more day closer to exam for WY , one day less of holiday for RH, one day over for SH, one day gone for the world.
Should we be happy or sad?
Wandering.. Wondering.. .
Thursday, March 02, 2006
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