- Welcome -
A very warm welcome to all of you.
First of all, I have to admit that my new blogskin isn‘t that fantastic or cool as I expect it to be. But I wonder..
How many of your friends have blog? How many of those blogs are written in Chinese? How many of them used their own blogskin, rather than just "goped" from blogskins.com?
And lastly, how many of the blogs that you‘ve come across attracted your attention?
Well, I hope mine did. =)
The title of my blog is I'm Alone.. Wandering.. Wondering...
It's all about my own thoughts and experiences. So leave me a deep impression and I'll write about you. Some posts are written in Chinese just to eliminate a handful of people who are too lazy to read word for word or don't have a good grasp of Chinese.
You may click on the dots on the left panel to navigate.
1st dot. About me.
2nd dot. My posts.
3rd dot. Tagboard.
4th dot. Archives.
5th dot. Something to share.
If anytime you are lost in my blog, just go "home" and start all over again. =)
As I changed my blogskin on 21 July 2006, some past entries are written in some colours which you may not be able to see in this black background. Just highlight those words and you can see it clearer.
And if you think that you are wasting your time to read the stuff I've written (or you may call it crap), feel free to roll your mouse over to the top right hand corner of this window and click on the red button with a white cross. Thank you very much. =)
Good day and happy reading. =)
designer: Ah Xin (To think I actually call myself a designer.. -.- haha..)
New look : 21 July 2006
- About me..
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关于我。
我正在寻找一个人。
一个可以互相依靠的好友。
一个可以畅谈心事的知己。
一个可以同甘共苦的伴侣。
我喜欢听歌，喜欢聊天，喜欢发呆，喜欢睡觉。
喜欢刺激，喜欢旅行，喜欢冒险，喜欢说笑。
喜欢幻想，喜欢思考，喜欢拥抱，喜欢语出惊人。
喜欢娱乐朋友。喜欢被人疼爱。
喜欢以小小的举动感动别人。
我不喜欢食物太咸，太油，太甜。
不喜欢自己杞人忧天。
我怕电流，怕火，怕蟑螂。
怕被人背叛，怕自作多情。
怕生病，怕死亡。
害怕海洋的惊涛骇浪，却喜欢它无私的包容。
害怕悬崖的雄伟壮观，却惊叹它历尽沧桑。
害怕宇宙的无边无际，却迷上它散发的神秘感。
其实只是害怕迷失自己，害怕迷路，害怕那无助的感觉。
我是个容易亲近的人。
不信？
问那些主动跟我搭讪的路人。
问那个给我电话号码的陌生人。
我有老人缘。
和比我年纪大的人特别合得来。
我是个大胆的人。
偶尔做出令人想不到的事情。
我是只懒惰猫。
对无聊的事物一点兴趣也没有。
我是个幽默的人。
你有比我幽默吗？只有较量过才知道。
我有双重性格。
你喜欢怎样的人，我就是怎样的性格。
我非常独立。
所以家人对我放一百个心。
我是个守口如瓶的人。
是个让人倾诉心事的好对象。
我的要求很高。
所以当我称赞你的时候，你是真的很棒。
我的思想很成熟。
成熟到令人惊讶。
我容易心软。
但请不要欺负我。
我相信命运，相信缘分，相信报应。
相信一切只是命中注定。
死缠烂打也于事无补。
我是个幸运的女生。
但如果真的那么幸运，请让我遇到如意郎君。可以吗？
眼底星空，九月雨，直觉， 是你变了吗。
如果有哪个人可以把以上的歌唱得很好，我就嫁给他。
这样够简单吗？
希望能遇到可以照顾我的人。因为有时真的想什么都不理。
希望能遇到懂得欣赏我的人。因为我不想自己的付出白费了。
希望能遇到会逗我开心的人。因为有时心情真的很不愉快。
希望能遇到可以安慰我的人。因为人生真的需要鼓励。
我只希望有个人可以陪我。
如果你有耐心读到这里，我们肯定可以成为很好的朋友。
如果你愿意，请给我一个机会让我跟你聊天。我将让你对我念念不忘。
真的。
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如果有任何疑问，尽管问我。
你敢问，我就敢回答你。
哪怕有多尴尬。
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- Thought of the day -
" We'll never know how things will turn out to be.
They may turn out to be exactly what we want,
not necessary opposite."
~12:02:00 AM
About my msn (skip this post if you don't want to hear my complaints.)
After the "cleaning-up" of my msn list, which is actually the mass deletion of unused and unwanted contacts, now my msn list looks empty and I feel empty too. :(
Not that I'm sad or I regretted deleting them, I just feel that msn has lost its purpose. In the first place, what is its purpose? It should serve the primary purpose of fostering bonds between people whom you seldom get to meet up, or are not physically besides you. Right?
I just don't like being ignored for no reason. If you are not free to chat, or don't like to chat with me, then just say so. I will leave you alone. Being ignored for a few times is alright, but when this situation happens 5 times in a row, you know something is not right. I'm not talking about those people who put "busy" or "away" as their statuses just to avoid talking to some people. Since they are "busy" or "away", it's already known that they may not reply. But I mean those whom you know are free to chat, but they just ignore you.
Face it, that person just doesn't want to talk to you. It is an obvious hint that you shouldn't be bothering them with instant messages anymore. That's what I'm telling myself now.
It's really tiring to be the one to initiate a conversation everytime. Those whom you are interested to talk to are never interested in talking to you.Sometimes it's not that they never reply,
it is the response that they give which make you feel like they are not giving enough attention and I feel that I'm just being fu yan and I don't like. They either give one word answers like "haha", "ok",etc. or they talk abit then "gtg" and the next time you talk to them, you get the same reaction. I admit that sometimes I do fu yan people, but
there are also some people whom you sincerely want to talk to and get to know them better, but they never appreciate it.Think about it. When was the last time I talk to you and what was your reaction. I know they might not do it on purpose and I would find some excuses for them. But although I never say, but
I feel quite hurt at the end of the day when I lay in my bed and think about the conversations earlier on. Some reply every 5 to 10 minutes, and then "gtg" after a "haha" and appear offline even before you can say "byebye" and "goodnight" to them. Haiz. It all sounds so fu yan..
Please teach me how to continue the conversation like that.
And those whom I used to chat with, we chatted about alot of things and had a lot of fun. But what happen now? We seem to have nothing to talk about anymore and
that makes me sad.Seriously,
I think networking involves effort every now and then. It's not about having a large network of friends and then seek help only when you need them.
I always believe in sincerity. That's my principle of maintaining the friendships.
I don't expect people to talk to me everytime they are online. But
when we are chatting, it would be good to give the other party your attention. And even if you don't like to talk to the other party, please kindly tell them the reason.
I just don't like to be ignored for no reason.
I know I should be glad that I still have my best friends who will talk to me whenever they are online and some other friends who would bother to initiate a conversation with me. Thanks ya..So how?
Shall I create another msn account and only add a few friends there? Then desert all the other people at my current account?
Shall I treat it as nothing happen and continue to talk to them?
Shall I ignore them from now onwards and wait for them to talk to me?
Duhz.. forget it.. -.-
By the way, my plan has encountered some problems, partly because of the above-mentioned issue. Should I alter my plan, or just ignore the problem?
Now I don't have mood anymore.Ok. I know it's not other people's fault and I cannot blame them. So I'll just blame myself for thinking too much. Fair enough.
Perhaps it's because of
something which is driving me crazy. That thing exhibits wave properties. Its reflection and superposition from the 4 walls which surrounded me got me wide-eyed like that -->
0.0 Can you imagine staying in hall during the holidays?
That thing is called boredom. -.-''
So, I'm at Boon Lay,
please ask me out for dinner... please... please... =)
*Sorry for the criticisms. Thanks for hearing my complaints. Ya, I'm fine now.. ;)
Lastly,
if you are free enough to listen to my complaints, you should be free enough to guess my wishlist ya? haha.. :D============================================================Follow-up on MSNMy friend reminded me, some friends are not suitable for msn. They are jolly good friends in real life, but not on msn. I think about QH, ya true. He's a very good pal in real life, but on msn, he always goes missing, stuck in some window or program---be it playing games or doing casual or important stuff. So I don't usually get to chat with him on msn. Yet, we are BEST FRIENDS! Hahaha.. :D
Another thing,
I don't like to add people for nothing. So when I added you, I will make sure I talk to you. :) And those who seldom talk to me or those whom I have already forgotten, I'll simply delete those people. What's the point of keeping them on my list right? ;)
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